call me kait

I wish I had never told you that I really liked to be called Kait

I didnt know that when the information came rolling off my tongue that you were one of one

While everyone else hears to hear, you hear to listen 

When you say it, its different, it always has been

I cant pinpoint the exact reason

Sometimes its lost to my subconscious, just creeping in the background 

Waiting for those special moments to come around

And I cant tell if its the cadence or tone

Or just your smile

Before I could ignore that, about how warm it made me feel because truth is I didnt know you enough to make those thoughts real 

But when you say it now, its more than warmth that fills this chest and its getting harder for my heart to digress

I catch the thought and feel this rush of emotions

my heart swells because im realizing could spend the rest of my life listening to you say my name in casual conversation

But I stop, I readjust these silly little thoughts

Friends are friends thats all

So i instead soften at the fact that those thoughts could still come true

Even as friends, spending forever listening to you