homegirl

You say it and I start to feel this feeling

But I divert and adjust because im on a path to healing

See i already know that there are boundaries you wont cross and friends are friends thats all

But im captured by the thought of you and me and the "long haul"

Even thought deep down I feel like for me you'd just be settling 

Negative thoughts just filling the void where my love wants to be let in 

I cant let these thoughts win

the ones that tell me that ill never compare to the women

The places and things that youve seen and done

Deep down knowing all the while I want to be your last one

No I cant let any of these thoughts win at all

Because you taught me true connection 

The type of something that will never withdraw

A life long homegirl love and affection