In my chest

 I hear the birds morning song

My heart wants to sing along

But it's so buried in the dirt

I can't seem to move along

Six feet under like the coffin I want to be lying in

Please don't let this be my mind again

Thoughts are tumbling like the weeds in the desert wind

Cut myself just to feel somethin

Something other than this hurt I keep deep within

Live it outloud but it's in my chest again

Heart beats fast, I can't breath again

I want this to end but i'm only human

I'm losing the war inside my head

Feel like my mind is dead

Need to face it but I drink instead 

Physically I make my bed 

Spiritually at war with the devil on my shoulder

Telling me to grow colder, there's no hope ahead 

I know it's a lie but I feel that shit in my chest

I can't breath again

I can't breath again