The Tunnel

I feel lost

My situation feels like going through a tunnel, but I never made it to the other side

It's like I was driving

Windows down

Sun shining

Feeling the open air 

I see the tunnel coming

Normally,it doesn't last long

It's dark

Quiet

Sometimes it feels so nice

To fall away from the world just for a second

And I make it through the tunnel to the other side 

Feeling the sun again

Breathing the open air

This time is different

It's like I got stuck

It pulled me in

It felt too good

The silence

The numbness

The dark

Will I see the light again before my time comes and the light leads me to my judgement

Or will I be stuck with this excruciating darkness

Forever searching for just a hint of light again